29. Rim Banna, The Mirror of My Soul - Al Muta’ali (The Most Exalted), Palestine

29. Rim Banna, The Mirror of My Soul - Al Muta’ali (The Most Exalted), Palestine 

According to my source the 77th Name Al Muta’ali is the means by which you connect to God/Allah through what is called the higher self, the soul or ruh.  With Al Muta’ali there is an elevating journey, which is like an ascending flight of the spirit.  Its divine quality is the invitation to pure transcendence.  It offers a path of the wayfarer to travel from immanence to transcendence.  In this way, you progress to the centre beyond the beyond, higher than the high.  You are moving towards pure transcendence.  

I have been wanting to write about Rim Banna who blows my mind.  She is a singer from Palestine and you can learn more about her here.  Her album The Mirror of my Soul helps make the connection with Al Muta’ali.   You can youtube her and there are so many songs she has done.  But years ago I was sent an album by her label KKV and so am starting with this.  Ive managed to find the songs on youtube I wanted to share, but they are not the official owners of the music, so can be pulled down at any time, but I felt it was important for you to sample this music. 

The first song that really moved me is called Sarah.  I didnt know what it was about, I just listened to it loads as it drew me in.  After learning more about it - it broke my heart.  I didn't want to write about Palestine and what we already knew about the war.  But maybe this is my ego.  Or fear. Or denial.  I feel this is on the path to reaching Al Mutaali. 

You can find out about the song lyrics and peoples comments here.  Please listen you dont need the translation for it to move you.  

من البوم مريا الروح للفنانه الفلسطينيه ريم بنا from album the mirrors of soul for the palestinian singer Rim Banna

Then next song is called  The Voice, the fragrance and the figure:

Lyrics: 

Rim Banna is a Palestinian singer whose songs took many influences from Palestinian folklore and culture. This is the last track of album 'The Mirror of the Souls", and in my opinion, is the most romantic song in the album.

Oh root of my roots, I will surely return, so wait for me

Wait for me in the cracks of the rocks and the thorns

In the olive blossoms, in the color of the butterflies

And in the echo and the shadows in the mud of the winter

And in the dust of summer in the tracks of the gazelle

And in the wings of every bird

The thorns of the storm are in my path

And the call of the land is victorious in my veins

I am coming back, so keep my voice, my scent, and my form for me, oh flowers

Ya Jammal : Arabic Song by Rim Banna - English translation below: 

The Jammal made my heart miserable
When he chose to go
I said, "Jammal, be patient"
He said, "my patient has dried up"

I said, "Jammal, what's your destination ?"
He said, "the desert of the south"
I said, "what are you carrying with you ?"
He said, "Arabic gum and essences"

I said, "tell me what is your sickness"
He said, "Longing for the one I love"
I asked, "have you visited the healer ?"
He said, "ninety healers"

I said, "Jammal, take me with you"
He said, "no, my burden is too heavy"
I said. "Jammal, I will walk"
He said, "no, my road is too long"

I said, "I will walk one thousand years
I will follow after your eyes"
He said, "hey, little pigeon, bitter like myrrh
is the living of the migrant"

The Jammal made my heart miserable
When he chose to go
What he left behind are tears
That stream over my cheeks

Which Rim Banna songs do you like?  From above or from your own research.  Lets use this space to draw from her as an inspiration.  Lets cultivate song ideas related to your own responses, in thoughts and emotions to her lyrics.  

28. Arjoo Aftab, AL Musawwir ( The Bestower of Form, The Shaper), USA/Pakistan

28.  Arjoo Aftab, AL Musawwir ( The Bestower of Form, The Shaper), USA/Pakistan

Oct 5th 2010 Berklee Performance Center Boston, MA with Bhrigu Sahni, Jorn Bielfeldt, Mario Carrillo and Bharati Palivela Rebuild Pakistan: An initiative by Arooj Aftab & friends featuring exclusive music, videos and live shows to promote a vision of peace and healing for Pakistan - Inspiring a global community to rebuild perspective on Pakistan, and urging the people of Pakistan to actively engage in rebuilding their homeland.

This week I was really enjoying an article about Arjoo Aftab a US/Pakistan Artist.  I loved the way she says (in response to a comment about Coke Studios)  “I think I said that I don’t drink soda! Coca Cola as a company has done some very shady and terrible things to farmers in India and Pakistan in the past. So I don’t support them at all. Having said that, I am very supportive of what they were able to get started in Pakistan, musically. The set up is still very male-dominated and power-driven… so it’s not the kind of environment I am comfortable creating music in.”

Being a fan of the music produced by Coke Studio I really welcomed this insight.  My thoughts then wondered into women in music, and my own journey and frustration around this physical form.  I feel so grateful that finally I am at peace and understand my physicalness is just one aspect of who I am. Unfortunately when I was younger and my sisters took to wearing the hijab it was always the case I believed women who covered were more closer to God.  I used to cry to myself and be so angry as to why I was not able to cover.  Overtime through meeting lots of muslim women I realised it has nothing to do with being close with God.  Yes in their own minds some women may feel that it helps them.  My friend recently was alarmed at my questioning of women wearing the Hijab.  Yes I'm all for live and let live but I was exploring the idea that how can when you are seeking God be so concerned about the physical body.  Surely God is undefined and its that undefined part of you (soul or spirit) that is paramount.   As a mother now raising a son I am quick to dampen any talk of divide between the sexes.   I have learnt not to blame men for the way they are but understand how they have been nurtured over time through cultures that oppress the physical nature of who we are.  As I navigate in the raising of my child I do so educating him about the many forms of our being.  The physical being is just one aspect and not the be all and end all (like how I was raised.) 

If you can support Arjoo her website is here she is daring to do something different.  Another of her songs is below - a cover of Hallelujah. 

written by Leonard Cohen

According to my source the 13th name Al Musawwir is the one who continuously shapes the heart and continuously shapes all things.  What it creates is not left for even a breath.  The individually cut out pieces of leather are now sewn together and made into a three-dimensional form.  Al Musawwir is the one that moves closest to the material objects in the universe.  The individuation process has been completed and the infinite is given a finite shape - in just the way as it is said in the scriptures that Adam is created in gods own image and likeness. 

27. ENGLISTAN- Al- Wahid (The One) Riz MC, UK

Its been so hard to be motivated to write these last few weeks.   Since Britain voted to leave the EU I feel that Ive entered a state of numbness.  There is so much bugging me about the external world from the political figures to the media coverage to even my friends and family.  The only thing that I have felt in control of has been my internal world.  Inside I feel such a oneness like I'm part of the vastness of the open sky.  In fact I can look at the sky and watch the clouds joining and changing forms it brings tears to my eyes.   People are reacting, commenting, acting outside of full awareness of who they are.  They think we are separate from each other.  Its like a cloud saying I am not part of the sky, what will happen to that cloud?  Everything externally is serving to create the sense of separateness so fear can rule.  I ask you would be warmth or cold as described below. 

Commentary by Murshid Inayat Khan:

Warmth melts, while cold freezes. Drops of water falling on a warm place and on a cold place are affected differently. The drop in the warm place spreads and becomes larger, covers a larger space, whereas a drop in the cold place freezes and becomes limited. Drops spread in the warm sphere: it causes the heart to expand and become universal, while the hardening of the heart brings limitation.

The bubble does not last long; it soon breaks, but with its break it joins a mighty ocean. So with us. When by warmth of heart we can break our limited self, we merge in the One, the unlimited. When our limited kingdom is lost from our sight, we inherit the Kingdom of God.

According to my source the 65th name Al Wahid is the unique one present in the many, the one that is in everything.  Al Wahid is also the one underlying the many, the uniqueness of God that is reflected in each and every aspect of manifestation.  As an abstract noun, it is identified with the state of oneness itself, but it also has the meaning, “the one who is in all”. Everything is a mirror for God’s face.  Al Wahid brings the vision of infinity in a grain of sand.  Every speck reflects the infinite. The result is that we can see a thing as finite and as infinite at the same time.  The totality-the infinite -can be perceived within each and every finite element.  Anything you hear, you hear the one; anything you see, you see the one.  

Anyway two songs Id like to share.  I was just reading an article about Riz MC and his track Englistan check it out. But prior to this I was reminded of Bjork.  “Where is the line with you”  I adore this song.  She said it was a song about a cousin who kept being greedy.  The lyrics speak to me on many levels.  From the level of achieving oneness of becoming elastic to the lines between power and control that some have raised around the EU debate.  

How are you feeling about things?  Whats the music carrying you through this day to day madness?....please share xx

From the album "Medúlla". Written by Björk. ® 2004 One Little Indian Records Ltd.

 

 

26 Eid Mubarak - Al Akhir (The Last) Harris J UK

26 Eid Mubarak - Al Akhir (The Last) Harris J UK

Everyone will be getting ready for Eid this week.   I thought I would check out what Eid songs are around.  Below are some I found.  None of them really hit the spot for me, I guess its all about personal taste.  I like listening to women’s voices so if anyone knows of any drop me a line.  I think the potential for Eid songs is massive but it feels like a totally unexplored area.  Most of them talk about the same thing, celebration, partying etc.  I wonder how the Eid song would be if this was the last Eid everyone was celebrating?  What were people trying to achieve by participating in fasting.  I know if I fast then Im really in the mood to celebrate Eid.  It feels like a reward for all the hard work of fasting.  However now I'm older and my goal is to reach the ultimate I find that I'm tuned into something that is permanently there.  I feel the joy of Eid in everyday situations internally. However externally we participate in events, rituals etc. to help make external connections.  I suppose these songs lend to this.  

According to my source the 73rd name Al-Akhir is the last, without a penultimate.  In other words, there is no next-to last, or anything previous to it.  And Al Akhir is the last without an after.  Nothing can possibly follow it.  Al-Akhir is the one fully manifest in time.  It is the final destination of the ultimate return of all things. 

Id love to hear your ideas for Eid songs.  For now check out below, Ive include a bollywood song, a rap/electronic song and I guess the one below is a fusion/soul type Justin Bieber (as someone said in the comments!).   Which one do you like? 

Harris J - Eid Mubarak Ft. Shujat Ali Khan | Official Audio from Harris J's debut album: "Salam", Produced by Awakening Records. Watch Full Album Now: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... Download Now From: iTunes: http://smarturl.it/HarrisJSalam Amazon: http://amzn.to/1QLrCBX Awakening Store: http://bit.ly/1iUuCAJ Spotify: http://spoti.fi/1V1L3qZ Google Play Music: http://bit.ly/SalamGPlay Anghami: http://bit.ly/SalamAnghami SoundCloud: http://bit.ly/1gxgQSX Download Harris J's Mobile App.

Rap/Electronic Song by Native Deen 

Just a little something for the holidays. If you want a non-music version, just let me know. Written by Abdul-Malik Ahmad from Native Deen. http://nativedeen.com - or facebook.com/nativedeen ***Lyrics*** Today is the day when the jubilant rise We ready for the Eid and we gonna dress nice, Get a brand new suit wear your favorite scarf Tell your work, "I'm taking OFF!"

 

According to my source Al-Akhir is the last, without a penultimate.  In other words, there is no next-to last, or anything previous to it.  And Al Akhir is the last without an after.  Nothing can possibly follow it.  Al-Akhir is the one fully manifest in time.  It is the final destination of the ultimate return of all things. 

 

An Eid Song Mubarak Eid Mubarik From Bollywood Movie Tumko Na Bhool Paayenge-2002 Song Singers: Sonu Nigam, Arvinder Singh, Sneha Pant Producer Gordhan Tanwani Director Pankaj Parashar Star Cast: Salman Khan ... Veer Singh Thakur/Ali Sushmita Sen ... Mehak Dia Mirza ... Muskaan Sharat Saxena ... Kunal Singh Thakur Inder Kumar ...

25 Lay next to you - Al Hayy (The Forever Living) Sam Smith UK

25 Lay next to you - Al Hayy (The Forever Living) Sam Smith UK

Okay I'm still going on about Kabir’s birthday. He is turning 5 and I'm wondering if other mothers feel this. It's like both Kabir and I know he is growing into a little boy. He's no longer a toddler or a baby. I try my best to keep a journal of all the things that happen between us as my way of being aware and appreciating my son. But I have to say I have a part of me that is being so silly and not wanting to let go. Kabir would always say “lay next to me” and so whenever Sam Smith comes on the radio I think of Kabir cuddling up to me and feeling like my little warm backpack.   But it feels these days are limited as he grows he will move into his room and things feel different. This is just one example. 

So feeling emotional/sentimental I decided to look at Sam Smith’s song and the lyrics as a way to be in the feeling, cry and let go.  The lyrics to this song express a part of me. 

I guess I finally understand what it means to be brewdy. It's like I finally learnt to be a mum and now it's all going. I will be like all those women who gather around a new born and whose faces are filled with joy and glee because it takes them back to when they had their own little ones.  That's what was going on with them when I'd see them, and think there was something wrong with me because I just didn't connect with babies and children.  Another piece of life just made sense and a penny drop moment noted. I feel I have this amazing resource, capacity, even super power that is just kept secret. Almost I can comfort any child and love them and support them and this feels so amazing and liberating.  I cannot imagine a life without being a mum whereas before I couldn't imagine myself as a mum. I definitely would have had two very different lives.  However, motherhood has gifted me with something that I don't think anything else could have.  

I only realised that Sam Smith’s actual video was set amongst a funeral. As I read the youtube comments I wondered why everyone was referring this to a song about loss.  Without seeing the video and just hearing it in passing on the radio I guess the power of loss has reached me in my own way.  

According to my source 62nd name Al - Hayy is the perfection of everlasting life and the only one who truly lives.  It is the one source of all life and the very life of everything that lives.  It is the life principle that never dies, and it is inside every being.  This divine name is also the living presence of everything, whether it is dead, alive, animate, inanimate, material, spiritual or anything in between.  No distinction is made among these states because Al-Hayy lives in everything. 

Al Hayy is filled with vitality; it is the inner life of the heart.  Repetition of Al Hayy arouses a kind of life energy and freedom that is an antidote to the deadened condition of the heart that is often the result of grief and sorrow.  

So I will try reciting Al Hayy to give me the life energy to begin this new chapter of motherhood.  I acknowledge my emotions and take the wisdom they bring.  I see and feel the beauty of creation and the cycle of life that I'm part of and have contributed to.  

For all of you feeling loss like me...lets pause...listen...cry...see the beauty in where we are, what we are and what we will do next. 

'Lay Me Down' is officially out now: http://po.st/SnYabR Sam Smith's debut album 'In The Lonely Hour' is out now: http://po.st/bRrkMm Directed by Ryan Hope Click to Subscribe: http://bit.ly/1kXxhaZ http://samsmithworld.com/ http://www.twitter.com/samsmithworld https://www.facebook.com/samsmithworld Music video by Sam Smith performing Lay Me Down. (C) 2015 Capitol Records Ltd.

24 Kabir Poetry - Al Kabir (The Most Great), INDIA

24 Kabir Poetry - Al Kabir (The Most Great), INDIA

I was just remembering when I called my son Kabir.  Coming from a mixed hindu/muslim family this was very controversial.  To my muslim side it was too Indian and to my hindu side of the family it was too muslim.  This confirmed to us that we picked the right name…lol! 

Its his birthday this month and as I feel overwhelmed with all the things I want to do for him, finally I'm deciding to spend some time to learn about Saint Kabir whom we named our son after.  It was important to us to identify an anchor, spiritually as between us we both carried a lot of cultural baggage, predominately religious.  I hope one day my son can draw on his wisdom and find a path through this crazy life.   Saint Kabir is important to me personally because he takes me back to a time before the partisan of India and Pakistan.  I grew up believing that the creation of Pakistan was a good thing.  My parents believed the same and I was told as muslims were not safe living together in India.  As I grew older and in my own way was seeking God and understanding I started to really think about who I am.  I came to the idea that the time when we all lived peacefully together was much better than the divide that came in creating India and Pakistan. 

Kabir criticised equally both the muslim and hindu religious establishment.  He talks about how many lies we tell ourselves something which is still so relevant in people today (especially now with social media).    I love Shabnam's Ted Talk below which I think is a great introduction to this Poet and how studying his work can impact you personally.  

Shabnam Virmani is a filmmaker and artist in residence at the Srishti School of Art, Design and Technology in Bangalore, India. 7 years ago she started travelling with folk singers in Malwa, Rajasthan and Pakistan in a quest for the spiritual and socio-political resonances of the 15th century mystic poet Kabir in our contemporary worlds.

Unlike Rumi who the world knows I only came across Saint Kabir when I was looking for names.  I think only those connected with South Asia (India) may know of him. One of my passions is to create work inspired by Kabir’s poetry.  Below are a few links I found recently, these include details about Saint Kabir’s life.  A concert of Kabir’s music with translation. 

This is the full version of the documentary I made about Kabir in Benaras in 2004. "If bathing in the Ganges brought salvation, then every fish is in heaven." - Kabir KABIR was the great poet saint and weaver of medieval India; a God-realizer and iconoclast.

 

I have recently met some women from the Sikh heritage who love Kabir and can recite his work.  We are just working out how to shape a recording opportunity and welcome any further interest.  In the meantime I've managed to track down a book of Kabir poetry in English which I am reading and saving my favourites.  

Al-Kabir is the 37th Name in Islam when it comes to the 99 Names of Allah. 

According to my source the 37th name Al - Kabir is incomparable greatness or vastness, an unrestricted expansiveness.  It is not a comparison.  It is a state beyond the boundaries of time and space.  Al Kabir is the infinite presence of Allah, which includes what we call presence and absence simultaneously.  It is beyond expansion and contraction.  It is not enough to say Al - Kabir is the biggest, the greatest, and the beyond.  Language is inadequate for such realities, so poets endeavour to use finite images to describe the indescribable.  Al - Kabir is like an ocean without a shore.  

Why not check out the Kabir Festival if your liking the vibe or if you are totally new to all this but find it fascinating, journey with us in the creation of responses to Kabir material.  Drop us an email! 

23 Poem of the Cloak (BURDAH) -Al-Awwal (The First) Khalid Belrhouzi, France

Poem of the Cloak (BURDAH) -Al-Awwal (The First) Khalid Belrhouzi, France 

The 1st of Ramadan is here - the month of fasting.  Something that I used to love participating in and I was really committed to.  I really miss it.   I wish I could turn off the negativity I feel at the moment as everyone gets ready to focus in.  For the last few years whilst Ramadan has been during the summer months in the UK I have tried to recall the difficulty and huge commitment needed to undertake this month.  Its not an easy confession for me but I really have grown out of the culture surrounding Ramadan and every year it feels more detached from the spiritual connection its suppose to bring.  I long to talk about spirituality with my friends and family but they are so busy engaged in the actions to really stop and think about it.  If they do its from such a narrow horizon and usually a set of beliefs passed onto them from someone rather than their own experience.  I like to use the analogy of a computer game when thinking about spirituality.  There are different levels to attain and each practise leads to the chance to reach another level.  However in reality I see the same people doing the same thing every year.  Instead of their eyes being open and feeling connection and empathy they are closed e.g. "Oh its Ramadan so we cannot do anything".  But Gods creation is beyond just Ramadan - e.g. I am still a parent in Ramadan.  Many events happen during Ramadan that happen normally.  E.g. birthdays, hospital appointments, school.  From my experience Ramadan should not be used as an excuse not to participate in life as before.   Your choosing not to be there for someone who it really matters to, you are withdrawing your love and kindness to someone.   To me there is a great contradiction that there is an assumption that your going to live forever to make up for things that you are choosing not to engage in this month.  I know a lot of muslims don't understand me and probably think I am sinning by not fasting.  I used to think like them.  But Ramadan served me and brought me to this point of love and understanding of myself and creation that it will always have a very special place in my heart.  I wish for my loved ones and friends to experience this one day.   To welcome Ramadan from the heart rather than the mind as described in Al Awwal below.  

According to my source 72nd name Al-Awwal is the first, without a second.  Al Awwal never was born and never initiated anything.  It is pure potentiality.  In meditative practice it may be discovered in the perfectly still point, the kamal point that you briefly experience at the apex of each inhalation of breath.  Al Awwal is the primary source from which all things arise.  

Beyond the knowledge of the mind is the knowledge of the heart.  What we are seeking is the realm of omnitude, the everythingness of Allah.  It is necessity for this to be direct experience beyond conceptualization. 

If we look at Al-Awwal and Al-Akhir (The Last) in their dynamic aspect we find a guideline for the process of awakening.

So with every activity that you are going through or processing, if you tune into the One that is before the activity, and the One that is after the activity, you will maintain your continuity of being in the absolute.  You will never leave it.  You don't get stuck in time and space.  You see time and space arising in a field.  This is a way for your limited self to annihilate its false view of its own nature, which is based on disconnection an alienation and to let essence arise.  

The track below never fails to get me in the spirit of Ramadan.  Khalid Belrhouzi vocals make this one of my most favourite versions of the famous “Poem of the Cloak”.   (World Famous across the muslim world). 

Qaṣīdat al-Burda (Arabic: قصيدة البردة‎, "Poem of the Mantle") is an ode of praise for the Islamic prophet Muhammad composed by the eminent Sufi, Imam al-Busiri (Muḥammad b. Saʿīd b. Ḥammād b. Muḥsin b. Abū Surūr b. Ḥibbān b. ʿAbdullah b. Mallak al-Sanhajī) of Egypt.

This poem moved me so deeply that I created a whole project around it and studied it in many ways.  You can hear a Radio 4, Poetry Hour Documentary (approx. 30 mins long) about this poem and the project I created below.  

I have many copies of the poem in a hardback book which we used during workshops in schools etc.   If you want a copy please drop me a line I will be happy to send you a copy. 

Let me know your Ramadan moans or joys or that of any other religious ritual your engaged with.

22 Abrar-ul-Haq- Al Haqq (The Truth) Pakistan

22 Abrar-ul-Haq- Al Haqq (The Truth)  Pakistan

Its been a few weeks since my last blog as I've been engaged in life in a very interesting way.  Two amazing events had occurred which needed me to be truthful in two different ways.  It took me away from my day to day life and into deep thought and reflection.  The events were like a trial for two different people.  They were being tested and their characters judged and discriminated against.  Wrongly accused and unjust these two people were just being and doing the best of who they are  but ended up being treated in the worst possible way.  In one situation I needed the courage to speak the truth of my experience and ensure that reached the highest possible level.  The second required me not to trust what was being presented but to ask questions and rely on what I knew deep down inside.  On both occasions the truth came out in the most spectacular way. Although I feel those people have not been compensated fully for what they endured.  I fully witnessed the light of truth blasting through the fog and leading the way to the source of confusion and hidden agendas at play.  Finally all the spiritual books and input I have been feeding myself is showing some visible signs that I can see the multitude of layers but firm my fixation on the truth.   

According to my source the 51st Name Al Haqq is the one and only reality.   It is truth itself.   Al Haqq is Allah, or God, as Allah actually is, and not in the form the mind tries to conceive or imagine it.  It is the very ground of being, a field that is both active and potential, known and unknown, manifest and unmainfest.  It is the basic field from which any manifestation or activation can be generated.  A form that the root of Al Haqq takes is Hulkh, which means the spiderweb.  This suggests a lattice-work of veils of light and dark of form and emptiness, of the absolute and the relative.  Al Haqq is the matrix of all.  It is a remedy for our attachment to the minds limited concept of the infinite.  

I have been a truth seeker for a long time.  My tattoos have been key tools I have used to stay true to myself.  I have a spiders web tattooed on my arm.   At the time I loved the story as a child about the spider protecting the prophet Muhammad you can read about it here.  Since I have always tried not to fear Spiders.  Its beautiful to have the above analogy about the spiders web and renew my connection with it and my tattoo.  

Produced By Rohail Hyatt https://www.facebook.com/rohail.hyatt.public

The song above is just so amazing lyrically and I urge you to check out the lyrics, they should come up on the youtube video (just make sure you got the subtitles switched on otherwise follow this link.)   The song talks about step by step what you need to do to reach the truth.  This includes examining the heart and taking out all hatred, falseness and envy and then planting it with a seed of love.   If the seed of love existed in the accusers, events would have played out very differently then what I described above.   However the seeds of my love I have in my heart where too deep to be kept silent and so the accusers have been unveiled.  So to the accusers I send love and ease in their own acceptance of what they tried to do.  For all those suffering injustice at the moment, hang on to the truth.  The truth has a different vibe and vibration and it just needs time to untangle and reveal itself.

21 Niyaz/Azam Ali - Al Khaliq (The Creator), Canada/Iran

21 Niyaz/Azam Ali - Al Khaliq (The Creator)  Canada/Iran

 

Oh my gosh I am just melting - its the only was I can describe myself.  External layers of my identity falling away and I am just pure bare touched by the beauty I see and hear.  My molecules just want to became the music and obsessively I want to be part of that beauty whilst my logic and common sense fight my spirit saying its impossible.  It all started when I saw the video below (click on the vimeo to learn more about this brilliant collaboration).  This lead me to Al-Khaliq.  

According to my source the 11th name Al-Khaliq is the only one who creates.  It is the active, dynamic source of creation, and the continuous activity of creation.  There is no beginning to it and no end, nor any rest in the middle.  Every moment reveals Al Khaliq in action, as well as the fruits of the action.  A variation of Al Khaliq’s root means to measure a piece of leather or any material and see that is is beautifully proportioned in design before cutting it and sewing the pieces together.   Prior to anything being made, Al Khaliq is the one who imagines all the possibilities.  It is the innate disposition of God to imagine the universe.  

So then my heart went to Niyaz and Azam Ali whose music is like no other.  Capturing my goth, punk, sufi, punjabi, arabic influences all rolled together - these guys are just my inspiration.  I ache for more people to join this scene as these guys just lead and blow my mind away.  They are the essence of oneness in how they blend the many languages, cultures, music styles.   They are truly to be celebrated in that not one culture dominates them.  Living in an urban city that is so diverse I would have hoped for lots of Niyaz type music going on but Im unable to hear it/see it.  I know the biggest reason for this is survival and in absence of travel and connections our worlds are limited.  I hope Niyaz can begin to inspire.  Please listen to the Niyaz you tube mixes of their albums. Click the video below in you tube and you can see english translation and also hear other songs. 

What does Al Khaliq remind you of? 

From the album "The Fourth Light," this is a Turkish Alevi song composed by Arif Sag with original music added by Niyaz. Video and animation by Azam Ali.

Just to point out In March 2015, Niyaz released their fourth full-length studio album entitled “The Fourth Light,” a tribute to the first female Sufi mystic and poet Rabia Al Basri who was born in the 8th century in Iraq. She is recognized as a saint as she was the one who set forth the doctrine of Divine Love and non-duality, which today lie at the heart of Sufi mysticism. Though her role continues to be diminished in value because she was a woman, it bears great significance in today’s modern world where women are still relentlessly striving in every aspect of life, to rise above the status of inferiority placed on them by patriarchal societies and laws. “The Fourth Light” has received rave reviews and features on The BBC World Service, Huffington Post, NPR, PRI’s The World and MTV Iggy. Niyaz is currently touring the new album internationally.

 

20. Mariem Hassan (Western Sahara) Al Mani (The Preventer of Harm)

20. Mariem Hassan (Western Sahara) Al Mani (The Preventer of Harm)

Ive just learnt about another Artist who passed away in 2015.  Ive read Mariem died of Cancer.  In the world in my head I was just reflecting on Prince and who I would have loved to see him collaborate with.  I first came across Mariem in the compilation called Sahara Blues.  Its a totally awesome CD with new sounds Id never heard before.  The track I would love to feature is called Id Chab but I can't find it online.  You can however hear a sample of it and sample the whole compilation if you click on the picture below.  

Mariem's story reminds me of Al Mani' (The Preventer of Harm).  Once upon a time a young girl Ive linked to her website and her story is on the home page.  As a woman she stuck up for her people and for her music.  She reminds me of how important it is to keep some music alive.  As we move into globalisation everything starts sounding the same.  Its only our uniqueness that we can rely on to bring in a different quality to the vibrations and sounds we hear.  She sings about her struggles and life in the camps.  Can you imagine dying of cancer in a refugee camp?  

The 89th Name Al Mani’ is the divine protection that guards against all attacks.  It means to make a fortress inaccessible and impregnable.  Al Mani’ defends against encroachment.  It is a spiritual guardian, so to speak.  At the inner level, al Mani’ guards you from surrendering to inner doubts and weaknesses.  It emanates the inner power necessary to abstain from giving in to negative impressions of yourself.  The presence of Al Mani’ also brings the ability to hold back from engaging in revenge or action out of anger.  Preventing these reactions broadens the scope of protection of al Mani’ beyond the purely personal sphere.

Im sure most of us have a fight song.  Let me know yours.  I'll leave you with one of Mariem's. xx

Ánimo. Una antigua canción animando a los patriotas saharais, hoy remozada por Mariem Hassan. En exclusiva para iTunes. Pertenece al CD Shouka. http://www.mariemhassan.com

 

Cheer O revolutionaries! Cheer! (x2)

All revolutionaries! (x2)

Get ready for fighting!(x2)

Beat the colonialists! (x2)

O Sahrawi revolutionary people!(x2)

We are the revolutionaries! (x2)

And the Sahrawi free land is for Sahrawis! (x2)

The Sahrawi people today have scored, (x2)

A great victory! (x2)

And in the war of independence they crushed the imperialists(x2)

19. Prince - Al Majid (The Most Glorious)

19. Prince - Al Majid (The Most Glorious)

Today I do feel such a loss (Prince passed away yesterday).  Prince reminds me of Al-Majid.  According to my source the 48th Name Al Majid is the sublime and infinite superabundance that radiates into the whole of manifestation.   It has a quality of an unexpected gift that is wonderful, astonishing and surprising. Al Majid is like the light of the rising sun.  When it arises it illuminates your mental horizons and you are lost in admiration.   This is how I feel when I watch Prince.  (No wonder I feel so low :( ....Ive lost something so beautiful.) 

I had to learn to appreciate him. 

In the 80’s when I was growing up, I knew of Prince but thought he was rude and that I shouldn't listen to him.  As I became a teenager I began buying prince albums because I was curious about some of the sexual content and fantasies.  But as I grew older I really began to appreciate the talents of this man.  

Prince appeared on a December 10, 1999 episode of CNN's Larry King Live and talked about his career, his new album and why he changed his name.

In 2007 I went to see him at the O2 Arena.  The ticket price was £31.21 (I think) and I could not believe I could afford to go.  I bought six tickets for me and my friends.   I have to say that I wasn't ready to leave the event.  The arena emptied but I sat there completely in awe, mesmerised and blown away.  He sang about a lot of things so coming from a conservative muslim background opening up to this was like opening up to the world.  His songs carried me through deep moments of loneliness to memories of joy and celebration.  But above all I love the way Prince just focused on his music.  You can read about how talented he was. I love his struggle with the internet and social media.    I love his arrogance that comes across sometimes but I choose to see it as belief in himself and creator as only he knows how hard he worked for his gifts.  Just to give you an idea “The Album For You was recorded without a band and Prince played all 27 instruments including strings, percussion and keyboard instruments.”  As someone who never got the chance to learn even one instrument this is awe inspiring.  I love how he exposed the music industry and walked around with SLAVE written on his face.  Ultimately he lead me to some truths.  Theres hardly any of his music online.  Below are just a few songs that I did manage to find that helped my soul through some rough times.  

"Gold" is a great song taken from Prince's superb 1995 album "The Gold Experience", Obviously proud of the number, Prince was touting the song as the next "Purple Rain" to reporters before the album's release....check out that guitar work...amazing...

18. I am Eve - Al Mudhill (The Humiliator) Mahsa Vahdat, Iran

18. I am Eve - Al Mudhill (The Humiliator) Mahsa Vahdat, Iran

 

 

I have to confess, I wasn't ready to leave the feelings of peace I found in my last blog.  As a realtime experience in writing this blog Ive had to re-think my attempts at writing weekly.  My subject is so vast that I have to admit that there maybe times I need to stay in a place, than to feel to move on weekly. 

 

Anyway so after two weeks in my reflections Im learning a lot about how you cannot control your mind. That what enters your mind, you can either choose to give it attention or to just see it (and not react to it).  After writing about Al Salam (the most peaceful ) in my last blog my mind has kept wondering to the most worst state I ever experienced. Im watching it to inform this blog post.   So I shouldn't be surprised that Al Mudhill the Humiliator exists amongst the 99 names.  The incident I recall felt like a burning rage inside me that if I could self destruct I would have.  I can even feel it now if I watch it long enough.  A few years ago when I was working on a production everything was going wrong.  I was terribly misunderstood by members of my own family.  I felt so attacked personally by the men in the production and the men in my own life.  The very men that were suppose to uphold and value me conspired against me at one of the most critical points in my artistic endeavours.  Anyway that week I couldn't go home so slept in my office.  I remember feeling so humiliated and lower than low.  The office was a number of studios, rehearsal spaces and a wide collection of music that we had collected from the World Music Expo.  In my state I just put on the CD player and whatever was playing starting to cool the flames within me.  After nights of sobbing, sleeping rough and then pretending in the morning that I had arrived to work (with no change of clothes, makeup or any comforts).  I noticed what I was listening too.  It was an album called I Am Eve by Mahsa and Marjan Vahdat.   Inside the album cover Erik Hillestad from Kirkelig Kulturverksted - KKV wrote:

Who can stop Eve from singing?

Who can stop the water from running

or the wind from blowing?

Since the first woman of creation,

women’s voices have been heard wherever mankind has settled,

singing songs of love and joy, sorrow and comfort.

The power of their voices is strong but to try to control or ban their song is like opposing the power of creation itself. 

To my friends at O.A.S.I.S I feel your pain in this humiliation of life that you are enduring right now.  This was my lowest point, only now I am getting peace and understanding of the different layers of events, identities, contexts that I bought together in such a massive way - it was bigger than me.  I didn't have the emotional, physical or spiritual understanding to deal with it.  

According to the 25th Name Al-Mudhill is the one who leads you to the domain where you see yourself as the lowest of the low.  This domain is where the original disconnected and isolated ego identity has been constructed.  Al- Mudhill’s root means to seek or yearn for the object of long cherished wish.  This divine quality empowers you to face your lower self, to bow low before God and to engage the lowest regions of the self.  Until you reach this place, you cannot begin to dissolve the false self.  Al Mudhill brings us, willingly or not, to our knees with our head on the ground.   

There is so much more to say on this and I am over my word limit.  But I'm really happy to share the wisdom I have on this individually if you wish to email me.  Maybe I will come back to this in future but for now I wanted to move onto the music.  I hope you will agree with me that this music gives this emotion a strange kind of beauty.  I feel goose bumps, a chill in the air, a sorrow with an incredible beauty I've never experienced this before.  I wish I could showcase the whole album but I have picked three songs below that move me deeply.  Im learning there is a beauty in every emotion if only we could readily see this.   

There are three songs I wish to show from the album.  There are no original videos from the artist or the label so grateful to this person who has uploaded the songs as they need to be shared.  I hope for this purpose its acceptable and inspires you to get the actual album from KKV.   

 

I am Eve

Poem: Azar Khajavi (contemporary poet) 

Singer: Mahsa Vahdat

Music: Atabak Elyasi

Melody: Mahsa Vahdat

 

I am Eve, I am Woman, fruitful is the lap of mine

Tahmineh and Tahmtan are the leaves from the garden of mine

My body is the first verse in the poem of creation

How would you like to see in veil this fertile beauty of mine

Smoky to the heart of the galaxy, grey and sorrowful

Captive and daubed with mud is the shiny sun of mine

Never disrespect me, this ancient Mehrabeh

This mother, this country, you who are born from the life of mine

I am Eve, I am Woman, Fruitful is the lap of mine

Tahmineh and Tahmtan are leaves from the garden of mine

I am woman, the great mother, zoroasters are mine

The cradle of many fire worshippers if the leaf-like skirt of mine

I am Eve, I am woman

I am Eve, I am woman

 

 

Sorrowful Spring  

Poem: Hoshang Ebtehaj (Contemporary poet) 

Singer: Mahsa Vahdat

Music: Atabak Elyasi

Melody: Deylaman Gooshe in Persian Vocal Radif

 

The spring came, the it brought no jonquil or flower,

Brought no breeze with the scent of the feast of Norouz

The swallow came, but if brought no flower

Why is the flower not a companion of the swallow?

What has happen to this garden?

What made it forget the rites of the spring?

Why is blood dripping from the spray of flowers?

What has happened?  Where has the voice of the nightingale gone?

What is this woe? What is this woe?

What brought disturbance to our garden?

Why is blood dripping from the spray of flowers?

What has happened?  Where has the voice of the nightingale gone? 

 

The Mirror of Morning Wine

Poem: Rumi (13th Century poet) 

Singer: Mahsa Vahdat

Music: Atabak Elyasi

Melody: Mahsa Vahdat& Atabak Elyasi

 

Fill my veins with the life-giving water of love

Let the evening wine be mirrored in the morning wine

You hunted down my reason, and you know how to hit the target with your arrow

Shoot your arrow from my heart and let my should be your target

Our world has six directions.  Never search for one Qibla in it

Don't search for it in any land, but nestle in an abyss

Come proudly and cast off all restrictions

Kiss the face of the soul and comb the tresses of joy

Fill my veins with the life-giving water of love

Let the evening wine be mirrored in the morning wine

17. Peace - As Salam (The All Peaceful) Ajeet Kaur

17. Peace - As Salam (The All Peaceful)  Ajeet Kaur, USA

                   Ajeet Kaur 

                   Ajeet Kaur 

After feeling very confused and emotional last week I have come on to peace.  

This blog writing experience feels so natural and effortless at times.  Ajeet Kaur ended up in my inbox.  Ive never heard of her or this kind of music before.  But since 3 days ago I have this on non stop and I have started to find my peace again.  Being from a Muslim background I know it should bother me that she sings from the sikh faith.  But the beauty of the music just surpasses every barrier I think of to a place of peace.  Every language has its beauty and truth if you let it reach you. 

According to my source the 5th name As-Salam is peace itself.  Such peace is not the result of anything and is nothing that can be said to manifest.  There is no peace except the peace found in as-Salam.  In another sense, as-Salam is the one who is peaceful.  It is the spiritual station, of complete peace, where this perfect peace is embodied in every peaceful act.  This divine quality is recommended as a greeting when meeting others and its recitation is an antidote for disharmony in our relationships.  One form of the root of Ya Salam means “to be safe”.   The peace of as-Salam is not a dead place, nor should it be seen as simply the end of hostilities, or any kind of mere cessation.  It is the divine energy that bestows peace itself on us, and it is the miraculous word, or qawl that Allah speaks to our souls.  Ya Salam may be repeated as a prayer of blessing for those who have departed.  It brings the knowledge of not being abandoned at death to those who may be grieving, and to the departed souls as well.  

Come with sacred chant artist Ajeet Kaur on a journey to mother India to the soundtrack of "Peace" from her album At the Temple Door featuring Todd Boston, Snatam Kaur, Sukhmani Kaur Rayat and Ram Dass Khalsa. Let the ganga wash away your worries and find the peace within through this mantra to experience our connection to each other and the divine.

Lyrics:

Peace within Me

Peace surrounding Me

Peace from Me

By thy Grace let there be peace

Ek Kun Kar, Sat Nam Said you Wahe Guru.  To help you with this please see what this means.  

Waheguru (Punjabi: vāhigurū) is a term most often in Sikhism to refer to God, the Supreme Being or the creator of all. It means "Wonderful Teacher" in the Punjabi language, but in this case is used to refer to God. Vāhi (a Middle Persian borrowing) means "wonderful" and guru (Sanskrit: guru) is a term denoting "teacher". Waheguru is also described by some as an experience of ecstasy which is beyond all descriptions. The most common usage of the word "Waheguru" is in the greeting Sikhs use with each other:

Satnam (Gurmukhi:ਸਤਿ ਨਾਮੁ ) is the main word that appears in the Sikh sacred scripture called the Guru Granth Sahib. It is part of the Gurbani shabad called Mool Mantra which is repeated daily by all Sikhs. This word succeeds the word "Ek-onkar" which means "There is only one constant" or commonly "There is one God". The words sat means "true/everlasting" and nam means "name".[1] In this instance, this would mean, "whose name is truth".[2]

The word nam in Sikhism has two meanings. "It meant both an application and a symbol of the All-pervading Supreme Reality that sustained the universe. Guru Nanak in his teachings emphasized the need of repeating Sat-Nam to realize the All-pervading Supreme Reality.

Have you noticed what makes you peaceful?  Have you ever been moved by another language, faith or culture? 

Check out Ma by Sirgun Kaur all part of Spiritvoyage.com below - it will totally calm you down.  I have fallen in love with it and play to myself and my son at bedtime and morning.

www.spiritvoyage.com/yoga/Dayaal/Sirgun-Kaur/CDS-004618.aspx www.satnamfest.com/west/ Sirgun Kaur sings "Ma" a lullaby to the divine mother, while Sat Nam Fest yogis surrender to a deep relaxation. To hear more of her album, click here: http://www.spiritvoyage.com/yoga/Dayaal/Sirgun-Kaur/CDS-004618.aspx For more information about Sat Nam Fest: Kundalini Yoga and Music Festival, visit us online at www.satnamfest.com

 

 

 

16. Chaadni Ratey - Al Afuw (The Pardoner) Noor Jahan (Pakistan)

16. Chaadni Ratey - Al Afuw (The Pardoner) Noor Jahan (Pakistan)/Bat for Lashes (UK)

 Me and My Dad 

 Me and My Dad 

My dad died 5 years today………what to say…he died in Pakistan so I never got any closure.  I loved my dad very much and you could say I was a daddy’s girl.  But my dad was a very difficult man with complex mental health issues.  There were days I wished he would die.  I guess I'm still making sense and learning.  Someone once said to me every family has a storyteller.  I think I am the storyteller in my family.  The way my dad was, the problems he caused, the relationship with siblings still impacts my life today.  When I think of my dad I only remember the time I gave to him.  The stories about this life he would tell me.  The chores I did for him and how my respect and love for him remained.  Recently I learnt about my father and what he would have felt like as a husband and that was not very nice at all.  I guess today at his anniversary I can only measure how much more work I need to do.  The work I am doing is understanding the story of my life and making changes so to achieve a different outcome.  I hope overtime the story can become the erasing of all, fault, blame, pain etc. as described in the 81st name Al Afuw (The Pardoner).   

"Al-Afuw is the perfection of divine forgiveness.  It does not even notice fault.  Al Afuw can be compared to the wind completely easing the footprints in the desert and, as if no one had ever walked there.  This image is one of the physical plane meanings that its root takes.  Al afuw is to completely forgive with a trace of residue.  No resentment, memory or impression is left to obscure your heart or mind.  Such forgiveness requires the easing of the “I” that is usually clung to in the thought, “I” forgive you”."

 

I cant say that I miss you dad but I do know that I love you.  You went through a lot and I understand some of your journey and experience.  I just want to make you proud.  I pray you are in a better place. Each time I kiss the back of my sons hand when he sits next to me I recall how you would kiss the back of my hand when I would sit next to you.  This is the memory of you that lives on in me and I can feel you.  I know how much you loved music.  Here is your favourite by Noor Jahan.  I will tell your Grandson about your stories and the music you loved.

Please dedicate your songs and tributes to people you have lost here.  I heard this Bat for Lashes song today which helped musically express some of the mixed up emotions I feel today. 

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15. Didi- Al Quddus (The Most Holy) Cheb Khaled (Algeria)

15.  Didi- Al Quddus  (The Most Holy)  Cheb Khaled (Algeria)

This week I was thinking about what do over the Easter Break.  A very dear friend of mine who we would try and visit is going to Algeria so that was not on the agenda.  I feel excited for her as the children will be meeting there grandparents and family from Algeria.  Its so exciting to belong to different cultures.  My dad loved his Pakistan.  I only went once when I was 12.  It was such a culture shock but after 3 months I loved it.  Over the years I think I tuned into my dads longing to want to go back.  I am so careful these days with my son with what we identify as being home.  Sometimes the longing I felt wasn't always a good feeling.  In reality I used to feel that I don't belong here and I don't belong there either.  Such thinking can only serve to de-stable you and open the door to all kinds of mental health issues.  My understanding and definition of home sometimes became just the few personal items I would carry when I would travel.  Later I associated people in my life who felt like home.  My son has just started school and I know for me he is my home.  When he is near I just know who I am on a soul level.  Without realising Al Quddus the 4th Name is what I aspire to create for my son when he comes home.  As a mother I am my sons window to the source.  I need to do more and be proactive to learn about what the world hangs onto him so we can undo it and be clear for the next day.  I know without this cleansing process my son will carry baggages unknown to him.  Even if he is happy this baggage will weigh him down and make him sad.  

Al Quddus is the ever-purifying one.  It required us to take leave of what we cling to in order to experience intimate union.  Al-Quddus allows the spiritual traveler to transcend to the lower self and keep going towards the one.  Al-Quddus is a force that constantly cleanses us from the conceptual mind and its differentiations.  It continuously purifying our experience of the world through inward intimacy and union with the absolute.  A variation of the root of this name means to return home to one’s village.  Al- Quddus is always purifying and always distancing, in the sense of leaving behind the ephemeral to go fully into the eternal.  

So for my dear friend here is one of the most famous Rai songs from Algeria to get you in the mood for your trip.  I heard this years ago and I believe it is popular again due to Airlift the new Bollywood release.  

Cheb Khaled Didi Khaled (1992) ©Barclay Records(Universal)

Click here for lyrics

What music reminds you of home?  My dad loved Noor Jahan but I think I will save that for next week! xx

14. Faraway - Ar Rahman (The Most Compassionate) Demis Roussos (Egypt/Greece)

14.  Faraway - Ar Rahman (The most compassionate) Demis Roussos (Egypt/Greece)

So much great music in the world that we miss due to where we are born and what cultures we adopt.  I would have missed this song completely in my life if I was not seeking outside myself.  

 

Wow this song is from 1976 the year I was born.   You know it sounds so epic, like it belongs to a Bollywood film.  Except he is singing in English.  Its pure fantasy and I love it for this nature.  One day some handsome prince is gonna take me far away. Well turns out I'm not the only one thinking this.  Check out the version below.  From the comments below I can guess that Bollywood took the song and replaced it with some hindi lyrics.  Lets see if I can find it?  Okay someone just put the song to a Bollywood song so there is no Hindi version.  

Demis Roussos Featuring Hasna Far Away video from a Bollywood Film 

The actual song in the Bollywood Film

Okay total confusion going on.  All that we need to know is that Demis Roussos did the original song.  (Sadly he passed away last year, please learn about him if you don't know him already).   I'm going on about it because its from the year I was born and I'm related it to the 2nd 99 names of Allah.  According to my source Ar -Rahman is endless love.  It is the infinite, unconditional reality of love.   This is the name in the Quran said to be the heart of Allah.  In other words God’s essence necessarily includes this quality of love.  Ar-Rahman might be imagined as the inner self of God, an infinite container that is incredibly compassionate, kind and tender.  It is the sun of loving compassion that is endless shining.  The root meaning comes from the word rahm “womb”.  In human beings this quality in naturally felt in relations to pregnancy.  Allah provides human beings a womb to be born into and through which to have the realisation of the love that is at the very foundation of all that exists.”

 

The reason Im connecting this song to this name is because of its epic and sensual value.  I first experienced fantasy, romance and ideas of love when hearing this.   However with the connection of Ar Rahman this song helps to elevate those emotions to another level.  Im flying!   It can reach parts of me that feel like ecstasy if I let it.  Just by feeling I am love and being in love with everything around me.  I can loose myself with just the idea of that I am both the lucky man and the woman and allow my soul to sing this to my physical body and mind.  Check our the lyrics below.  Such a deep love for myself and acknowledgement of who I am and what I am, has really been realised a lot through music, as in day to day life there is not really much talk on this level.  Birthdays are always a measure of worldly attainment and success.  Its up to us individually to check in on our spiritual evolution and understanding of life itself. 

Tell me about a song you love outside your usual culture?  How did you come across it?  What do you love about it? 

Lyrics:  

There's a lucky man who'll take you faraway,

faraway, so very very faraway

he will come some day

To another land he'll take you faraway

faraway, so very very faraway

this will come they say

Nobody knows, who will share

all your love pure and fair

but in your eyes I can see

that someone will be me

Who will catch your heart my lovely

who can say, who can say

from tomorrow you will stay

more than just a day

To another land he'll take you faraway,

faraway, so very very faraway

love will show the way

Nobody knows, who will share

all your love pure and fair

but in your eyes I can see

that someone will be me

Nobody knows who will share all your love

but in your eyes that someone will be me

nobody knows who will share

all your love pure and fair

but in your eyes I can see

that someone will be me

nobody knows who will share all your love

13. Zariya - Al Muhyi (The Giver of Life) AR Rahman, Ani Choying, Farah Siraj - Coke Studio India

13.  Zariya - Al Muhyi (The Giver of Life)                AR Rahman, Ani Choying, Farah Siraj - Coke Studio India

Happy Mothers day everyone and to my mum who gave birth to me this week as I celebrate my big FOUR 0 B’day! 

This is my mum, don't know when this was taken.  Its the only photo I have of her when she was young.   I put it here so my family can see this in the future.  

Ive been waiting to share the song below ever since I started this blog.  Its my all time favourite song from Coke Studios India.  I love it because it brings together so many influences and creates a totally new sound.  Finally Its mothers day this week and I can share this with you.  I think its one of the most exciting tributes to a mother I have experienced.  Digging a little deeper I have to say the reason I think this song moves so many people is because of the the artists involved.  I dont think you would get the same effect if you replaced any part of it.   Obviously I don't know them personally but just doing a little research and reading gave me great in sight into their humility check out the links on AR Rahman, Ani Choying and Farah Siraj.  

So I think its a great time to look at the name the Giver of Life.  Every week I try and look at one of the 99 names.   It helps to have a little inspiration and spiritual focus throughout the week.  According to my source the 60th name Al Muhyi is the one who gives life, the one who is the only cause of life.  This divine name is about causation and serves the function of taking us beyond secondary causes e.g sperm and egg causes life but God is the ultimate cause.  So looking deeper I am learning that you have to look at both life and death.  It says in human beings there is a life force that appears in our egos with tremendous density and heat.  Typical of this ego is quickened anger and lust.  If this dominates in a person we are out of balance.  It is good to be alive and to have all the feelings that come with being alive, even such feelings mentioned but we need to balance with Al Mumit (The giver of death) as it brings death into them.  Both life and death is a temporary state.  If you consider this you are lead through inner contemplation and inquiry to the reality of the ever living one, who transcends and embraces the phenomenon we call life and death.  

Ive had to think about the above for a couple of days. My reflection has heightened my awareness that I am alive.  I have been noticing my own responses to situations and actively noting what needs to die within me.  But also immense appreciation and love as I do things for my son I recall what my mother did for me.  I notice the cycle within cycles if that makes sense to a point when all becomes nothing and I am just concious.  

I sing the words of the song below to my mum, to god, to my son in the hope he will respond and to life itself (mother nature).    This is dedicated to all the mothers out there.  Here are some of the lyrics from the chorus.  The full lyrics can be found below the video on you tube. 

Anti al umm (You are the mother)

Anti il hayaa (You are the life)

Anti alhob (You are love)

Anti lee aldunya (You are the world to me)

Anti lee aldunya (You are the world to me)

Reedaha, reedaha (I love her, I love her)

Kefima, reedaha (However it may be, I love her)

Teflatan ya halee (She is a young beauty)

Wil asaal reegaha (In her voice there is honey)

Giving a whole new spin to the term 'world music' -- A.R.Rahman spins his magic on an absolute scorcher, featuring Jordanian singer --Farah Siraj along with Nepalese Buddhist Nun Ani Choying. With the traditional Nepalese Buddhist hymn forming the base of the song, layered with a traditional Jordanian melody, and bridged seamlessly with composition written by A.R.Rahman, this song truly brings together diverse cultures and musical genres.

So musically how does this inspire you?  What is the best mothers day tribute you have experienced? What do you understand from what written here?  So many questions to ask you guys!  This blog is not about writing epic blog posts which some of these names deserves but I hope are just starting points to thinking, conversations we may have one day.  All this leads to creating something special.  xx 

12. Guardian - Ar Raqib (The Watchful) Alanis Morissette (Canada)

12. Guardian - Ar Raqib (The Watchful) Alanis Morissette (Canada)

“When we seek to become aware of awareness, it is like a piece of life turning back to its very SELF to say, “Thank you.”  Alanis Morissette.

Today's blog is short and sweet. 

Alanis in her quote above reminds me of the 43rd Name Ar Raqib (The Watchful).  Ar-Raqib brings expanded awareness of the inner world, taking one beyond the physical into the metaphysical. 

According to my source "Ar Raqib combines the qualities of protection and watchfulness.  Its meaning of “watching over” integrates two concepts: to watch the stars until the dawn comes and to watch a baby while it is sleeping.  Ar Raqib means to fully give loving attention, and at the same time to possess the inner quietude that makes real concentration possible.  The best technique for learning to concentrate is to awaken loving interest for the object of concentration and to use this love as a focus for one-pointed attention.  Concentration can best be held and grow within the context of caring for what we love." 

Im a big fan of Alanis Morissette and watch with great interest her transition into sharing what she thinks are her gifts to the world.  As well as giving advise via the Guardian newspaper she is also sharing her wisdom through pod casts and blogging none of which are music related.  She talks about her souls journey and relationships. But most of all I love how she expresses her message through music.  Musically this name makes me want to watch the stars with someone until the dawn comes or hear about someone who watched their baby while they were sleeping.   What great ideas for inspiration for a song.   I watch my son regularly and would love to share/pin point this feeling into something.  Alanis’s song Guardian lead me to this name and its beautiful.  Im linking to her website here because its awesome.  You can see all her music and lyrics making it so accessible.  Check it out and let me know your favourite songs.   Check out Prayer Cycle this got me out the blue once when I had her music on, I just melted on the spot!   Im sure I'm gonna have to come back to Alanis in future blogs.  I fully acknowledge her as a SUFI in my world! 

I dedicate this post and song to Chari Schwartz from Canada.  Thank you for your unconditional love and for being my Guardian in this work. xxxx 

Here is the full lyric video for "Guardian", which is on her new album "Havoc and Bright Lights". "Guardian" is available on iTunes: http://smarturl.it/alanisguardianitunes Sign up for Alanis' email list to receive news and updates: http://bit.ly/alanisnewsletter Alanis Morissette's, "Jagged Little Pill" turns 20 years old this year!






11. Nezlen Ala El Boustan - Al Khafid (The Abaser) Kulna Sawa (Syria)

11. Nezlen Ala El Boustan - Al Khafid (The Abaser) Kulna Sawa (Syria) 

This week started with an overwhelming sense of what am I doing?  I helped a few people the last few days with their businesses doing marketing.   I have some great skills.  I found myself wishing why I couldn't be happy with a 9-5 job, a career that made sense to people.  I would be a Marketing Director because I know I am very gifted in this.  However deep down inside I know this is my fear.  Every week I worry about what I will write about and then that turns into worrying about my life choice.  Why did I have to choose something so complicated!  

My weekly process is usually to go to my magic crate and picking a song from my past that really moved me.  Then I begin to research it.  I experience pure moments of joy in doing this, especially when I learn about the artists and what the song means (if it was in a different language).  It was totally awesome this week to uncover a song I love.  What I love is the two voices - male/female and how they blend. There are certain times in the song when the voices blend and I can feel myself melting with them.   I love the different musical influences within the song its like nothing I have ever heard...I mean there are bag pipes!  Its one of the best music videos I have seen, its so creative, outside the box and fun.   I found out it was a Syrian band called Kulna Sawa and they were massive!  I was elated to experience something so beautiful from Syria but in the same moment my heart is crying for the destruction of this country and its people. 

Desperately I was trying to find a translation but only managed below.  Its hard to really see what the song is about.  All I can see is that there is something deep within the lyrics that are being lost in translation.  The talk of alcohol in the song presented a barrier to me as I'm not judgmental but I know god and alcohol don't always go together in peoples minds. But to my surprise the 12th Name The Abaser seemed to make sense of these situations to me.  According to my source the 12th Name 

 

AL Khafid is the only one who lowers beings down through the spiritual stations.  The lowering is out of loving protective concern for the soul of the wayfarer.  It is a kind of construction, but the job of the heart is to make the infinite finite.   When you understand that God alone is the facilitator of your grade of realisation, you become content with the raising and lowering of the spirit as gods will.  The name protects you from your own spiritual greed or desire, and to protect you from going too high too fast when you are not prepared.  Its also an antidote for spiritual burnout, especially when a person feels that spiritual practices are not working to change their condition. 

So much in this text I found unexpected.  Suddenly everything I was saying before is feeling alright. I realise when I get these thoughts that they are just protective and not too dwell in that space unpicking my whole personality.   I also feel a little embarrassed as maybe I was judging the song by the alcohol content rather than just trusting my inner guide as I always do.  I come from a community that really judges, alienates and thinks bad of people if they have anything to do with alcohol.  From the above name its even clear to me why you should never react to an outwardly situation.   I love “loving protective concern for the soul of the wayfarer”.  To me it doesn't mean that the wayfarer is not soul conscious but just needs some time out as we all do when we are pursuing anything intensely - If anyone has a better translation I welcome it.  

The concept of spiritual burnout is new to me.   Ive never heard this before.  If I'm true to myself then I have experienced this in my life.  Does anyone ever talk about this?  Let alone make songs about this?  I find this name so liberating today.  It does remind me of some famous Sufi poetry by Bulleh Shah but I will talk about this next time.  

Enjoy the song and lets create something to remember Syria xx  Ps Listen to the oldest song in the world, originally found in Syria.  

I would no longer be so drunk

but I like the heart,

because you feel full speed area

when I pushed the third jalon

Taking drinks penalties will

and sorrow and comes love,

I can keep emptying bottles

pa 'give my heart taste

And in each raw feel death

already it brings me to the Pantheon

but at times I laugh to see her

when I pushed the third jalon

In the bars I see life

and a slip on sidewalks

ay that the streets are angostitas

they even seem a dead

While I'm on the other side

so drunk passeth

bottles come not leave me

already little durare them

and each raw feel death

already it brings me to the Pantheon

but at times I laugh to see her

when I pushed the third jalon 

10. Khallini Biljao - Al Nur (The Light) Maya Nasri (Lebanon)

10.  Khallini Biljao - Al Nur (The Light)              Maya Nasri (Lebanon)

Okay this week I watched a video that is non stop playing on my mind.  It was about the dairy industry.  Im so amazed how far mankind has gone to create systems and norms that don't work for our collective good.  The obvious being the financial system but now food.  I mean how can milk and every day things we consume be so bad.  Anyway years ago I had the following tattooed on my arm.

“the night draws a veil over the day verily these are signs for truth seekers”.   

You may recognise it.   Its inspired from the Quran, Surah 3 - Al Imran 190.  I changed it slightly and added the words TRUTH SEEKER.  I knew that the hardest thing I found was being true to myself.  I wanted to remember to ask myself really what is going on and not always trust the first thought or emotion.  Everyone said having tattoos is not allowed.  But then I was always told intention was the most important thing.  As I was so focused on being truthful to myself I had this tattooed.  Now I have to answer to this on a regular basis.  This tattoo has helped me so much in my life in really getting to the truth about my intention.  What am I really about? etc.   Anyway you can watch the video here its called Dairy is Scary

As I was researching the song below by Maya Nasri  I really felt the lyrics expressed some of my current state.  It has felt that my mind is now wearing these words in asking my soul whats going on.  There are various translations but I really like this version.  

Be a little more calm to me, walk me into the light

I gave you more than I had, no don't tell me “if”

Whats happening to you?

and what would satisfy you?  Stay calm and keep me in the mood

Be a little more calm to me, walk me into the light

You with the staring mind, living in illusion

If you can forget yesterday just for a little it would have worked

You with the staring mind, living in imagination

If you can forget yesterday just for a little it would have worked

Let me hear your words

Speak to me with your stance

I swear from just glance I would understand come on

You tell me you're coming with words in your eyes

I hear another story and the dreams are lost 

I know your news don't cancel your secrets

These are not your thoughts I know what the mood is

According to my source the 93rd name Al Nur (The Light) is the essence of light, luminosity itself.  Al-Nur is the light of every soul and an inherent characteristic in every pore of your body.  Whatever way we may turn we see the all-pervading light of al Nur.  Even the darkness shines from within it.  All the various forms of wisdom and guidance are expressions of an-Nur.   I think this song is a great example of light. It feels this song is really about a relationship.  How many times have you felt something is not right with someone.  How hard it is to try and uncover the truth and at what risk.  The very risk of spoiling the mood - how delicate this is I am appreciating.  I haven't been able to cook for a week and thoughts of becoming a vegan float through my mind.  When I think of a tasty dish the mood is changed to images of cows not being treated well.  I love dairy, but I find an inner conversation happening.  Part of me wants to forget I ever saw the video, the other half of me is presenting new ideas and opportunities.  

What inner conflicts are you dealing with this week? 

I love how in the song my mind is talking to my soul.  My mind is asking the soul to be gentle - “Be a little more calm to me, walk me into the light”.   There are a few other lyrics in the song that I really love.  Tell me what speaks to you?  

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